To matt and co. : hey. thanks guys, im glad that i've such good friends. you guys really showed me that trust really can exist if you find the right person.. dont worry about me as im going to be back to work tonight. will not do anything stupid since its so not worth it for such a person. if that particular person is better i will still consider dont you guys think so? sigh. im such a blind person. just what is wrong with my eye?... and please dont find them trouble. a promise is a promise unless they went overboard(:

oh and hey, you guys out there, especially those who are friends with her. i bet she will give you excuses such as " no lor he is lying " " who the hell does he think he is " etc. might not be 100% exact but, im sure that she will give excuses. if you guys dont want to believe me its okay since you are her friends afterall. but after you find out that you are fooled by her. just what will you do? im curious.

looking into the mirror is the first step you have to make. if you dont, plenty of things will happen. to trust or not to trust is all up to you but, think again. you are nothing but air to me. i've already regretted it. i take all those words that i said to you back. just lock yourself in your room and never show your face again. you are just 14, dont try to act 17. with this attitude you will always be 14. argue or talk all you want, you are still nothing but a kid. dont play around with adults. you still know nothing about adulthood.