To matt and co. : hey. thanks guys, im glad that i've such good friends. you guys really showed me that trust really can exist if you find the right person.. dont worry about me as im going to be back to work tonight. will not do anything stupid since its so not worth it for such a person. if that particular person is better i will still consider dont you guys think so? sigh. im such a blind person. just what is wrong with my eye?... and please dont find them trouble. a promise is a promise unless they went overboard(:

oh and hey, you guys out there, especially those who are friends with her. i bet she will give you excuses such as " no lor he is lying " " who the hell does he think he is " etc. might not be 100% exact but, im sure that she will give excuses. if you guys dont want to believe me its okay since you are her friends afterall. but after you find out that you are fooled by her. just what will you do? im curious.

looking into the mirror is the first step you have to make. if you dont, plenty of things will happen. to trust or not to trust is all up to you but, think again. you are nothing but air to me. i've already regretted it. i take all those words that i said to you back. just lock yourself in your room and never show your face again. you are just 14, dont try to act 17. with this attitude you will always be 14. argue or talk all you want, you are still nothing but a kid. dont play around with adults. you still know nothing about adulthood.

hey. who do you think you are? chio? cute? kind? playing hard-to-get? (quoted: "im sorry but i don want to hurt you. you are just a friend to me, i want to focus on studying. i don feel like having a relationship. i don want a bf yet ")hey. you kidding me? and who are you calling gay?aint you guys just jealous of me able to have long and straight hair? just admit it. and please. for heaven's sake just look into the mirror. to tell you the truth, i did find you cute once but now once i know your true colours...you are nothing but a faker. acting cute and friendly outside but in the inside, you are like shit. dark and stinky (hey guys dont you think i use it correctly to depict her?) i will let everyone know that you are nothing but just a plain liar. hm. i really wonder how you managed to trick those 2 admirers of yours? one in your class and one in the same school. (i wont say the first letter of the name, i just pitied those guys hope they will see this and realise how blind they are and how foolish they are to be tricked by you and backstab someone. and if you two admirers see this let me say this: we are on the same boat, being lied by her with that cute appearance of hers.) so it is really true. don judge someone by their appearance its totally true! i wonder how her friends managed to even BE her friends... its a mystery to me. i just cant believe that. oh. and ive learnt a new word today again = humji. you really love to be humji dont you? matt. just wanted to talk to you but you dont even dare to. keep avoiding him and when i say that he is pissed off and asked you to apologise to him, you ran away. haha. being like this can still spread rumours? wow im so surprised. and now im curious just who you are. just how many masks are you wearing? matt. im grateful of you letting me know the truth (: thanks. i owe you once again.

hey. i know that by this time you would think that it is either jolyn or daiwen since i only(?) know them from loyang. if you think its true that i only have them, think again. and if you dare to misunderstand them then just be prepared to face the music.

PS. Hey. good news for the 2 admirers, she did worry abit when she thought that i was going to find you two but dont worry about it (: i wont. i know how you feel as we're on the same boat.
hope you will side with me...